Every Day is Another Day Without You
After so many years, what is it now 4?
It seems like more.
Every day is another day without you
Every day is another day without YOU……………
Did you ever have someone who loved you, who gave you everything you ever needed, and loved you when you were your worst?
I did. I did!
And now every day is another day without you.
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I love you Honey I simply, completely love You… and always have and always will love you. Sandy
September almost your birthday, 2012…………… I celebrate you my love.
sandy
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I write to you, I think of you…………………… I dream of you………..
I send things (poems, ideas, revelations) to the BlogSpot that Kara created, and sometimes it takes it, sometimes it doesn’t.
That bothers me…… not as much as before, but it does bother me. Why can’t I SCREAM out my pain?... Why can’t I SCREAM out my loss? ……….. Even if I do, no one hears.
Yet, it is deafening to me……………….. it overwhelms me.
YOU are. YOU overwhelm me, I suppose you always have.
I love you. Sandy, 11-5-12
Honey, I miss you, I love you.........oh I miss you.......I think of you, and I LOVE YOU. I am always YOURS, Sandy..
So, it is now.................. only a couple of weeks since that posting........yet I feel all the more twisted and caught up in my grief for you........... I love YOU..........YOU......... nothing else will suffice.
Here I am without you......... without YOU WITHOUT YOU! Doesn't that sound incredibly incomperable to anyone else? How can I be without YOU? ... We ARE ONE!!! WE ALWAYS HAVE BEEN ONE.......WHERE YOU ARE THERE I AM......... THERE I AM.......yet..........yet......here I am without you ...HOW, HOW IS THAT????????????? I don't know, I only know that I LONG FOR YOU...........LONG FOR YOU.........LONG FOR YOU...
Okay, here I am again "anonymous" yet the one who loves you more than I could ever, ever describe! I have been thinking of you, (what else is new?)... the THING is.... IS......... that our love is more than LOVE as people think of it. Our connection is complete/eternal/ongoing.... it always was, and always will be. It is more than/MORE THAN Love as people casually mention it... Our connection is, IS, a connection that is forever, and more than what people think of "love" ... it is Life. I don't have the words to describe it, yet, YET I know it!! I love you Honey....... you know that, I know that......... that is all that matters....... xoxox Sandy
Okay, here I am again "anonymous" yet the one who loves you more than I could ever, ever describe! I have been thinking of you, (what else is new?)... the THING is.... IS......... that our love is more than LOVE as people think of it. Our connection is complete/eternal/ongoing.... it always was, and always will be. It is more than/MORE THAN Love as people casually mention it... Our connection is, IS, a connection that is forever, and more than what people think of "love" ... it is Life. I don't have the words to describe it, yet, YET I know it!! I love you Honey....... you know that, I know that......... that is all that matters....... xoxox Sandy
Okay, here I am again "anonymous" yet the one who loves you more than I could ever, ever describe! I have been thinking of you, (what else is new?)... the THING is.... IS......... that our love is more than LOVE as people think of it. Our connection is complete/eternal/ongoing.... it always was, and always will be. It is more than/MORE THAN Love as people casually mention it... Our connection is, IS, a connection that is forever, and more than what people think of "love" ... it is Life. I don't have the words to describe it, yet, YET I know it!! I love you Honey....... you know that, I know that......... that is all that matters....... xoxox Sandy
It is the end of another year......I miss you. There is nothing new........I miss you, think of you, remember you, grieve for you. There is nothing new.
Tomorrow is the last day of this year, and another will dawn....... one day follows another, then another, and on and on. It all seems so sad......... I miss you, and I will Always Love You, Sandy
Darling One.... I am forever Yours. I know I never have to say that to you, but I feel, somehow, I should for me to feel complete!!! Imagine that!! And Here???
... Did we ever think our Love would be Anything EXCEPT between us????? .... well, so be it.
I'm glad to proclaim my love for you now, as I know you would be for me. But that is NOT THE POINT. They Point is that OUR LOVE IS... and STILL IS and will forever BE.
The "distance" between us is an illusion... FOR WE ARE TOGETHER. And we have always been together. I know it, I believe you know it, and so it is! ............
Sometimes I get very, very week, and doubt.... please be patient with me.. I am still getting used to this NEW DIMENSION of Yours!!! Yes, I know it has been 4 years.......that is SO LONG TO US, yet so short in the time this dimension requires for belief! So, it is hard for me, I know you understand.... thank you. YET ANOTHER REASON FOR ME TO ADORE YOU!
I've been listening to old video recordings of your quartet Yesterday's Mail.... what precious fun you had......thank you my love... My love Forever, Sandy (you know that and I am so thankful)
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