So many days have passed...but I'm not sure if it makes it easier or even harder to imagine. One day, time seems to make it easier and then on another day..no. No change...only sadness and unbelievable...Today, I hear of yet another person taken by a selfish intoxicated driver....what will it take to make this stop!
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I go to sleep thinking of you; I wake up thinking of you; I go about the tasks of the day thinking of you. When I think of you I cry; When I think of you I remember something funny, and laugh; when I think of you I remember your love, your powerful presence, and how I depended on you. I still need you, sometimes more than ever. You are my heart, my best part, my love.......Sandy
Tonight is not good. I am missing you so much. Why? Why NOt? I love you and miss you and want you back. I hate this..... I hate this.... hate it. I love YOU Sandy
Yesterday was 17 months Honey, and it still feels so raw: but not real.
I am, and your precious daughters are surrounded by loving friends and family. We are okay, and in good hands. But... not being able to hold your hand, or just to hug you as I walk past your chair really hurts. By the way, Kendall has your chair now, I had to do something and she wanted it.
Words are so empty, so frivolous and useless............ except these words..I love you, Sandy
Thinking of you today (think of you everyday). Remembering all the sweet Fathers' Days we had with you. You are the best there ever was! I love you so much, and miss you everyday, every moment, with every breath.
I love you, Sandy
Honey, nothing new. Maggie and I have been sitting in our chair, and thinking of you. That's not unusual, for it is what we usually do at night. It seems hard to rationalize that even Maggie is getting older...at nine she seems to be slowing down. Life on the contrary seems to speed up..... one day moves into the next with hardly my realizing it.
So, we are thinking of you my love, and remembering sitting with you late at night like this. It seems so very, very long ago now. The distance between us physically is so pronounced; yet spiritually the distance between us is nothing, a veil.
For me, though Honey, that veil is so heavy, so unrelenting, and stern............. I want to reach beyond to touch you, to hold you, and to know you again. Of course that is not to be. But that is what I think of all the time.
So this slight contact of mine toward you (whether you know it or not) is just to say I think of you...I always do. And I love you.
Nothing new, Sandy
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